Morgellons Watch

To: Smileykins… & any other doubter who spends half their life on “MORG WATCH”

Hello… this is Brandi Koch. I have resisted the urge to read over comments on this site for too long… my curiosity finally got the best of me.

I noticed that someone calling themselves “Robert” threw a challenge out there for anyone to “go stay with the Koch’s for a couple of weeks”… you claimed to be un-phased by the idea/challenge, claiming that you would be more than happy to do so & wondered if he could “arrange a visit”.

Well, he can’t… but, I can. I would be more than happy to welcome you into my home for a week or two… if you think that this is a joke–think again.

I can assure you that if you were to spend so much as 2 days within my home you would not just see the amount of “normalcy” that I have strived to maintain for the sake of my children & their birthright to a blissful, carefree childhood… but, you would also get a chance to see firsthand this matter that emerges from my pores usually after a hot shower, workout, or any other activity which would trigger my pores to “open”.

You would also see that not only do I not pick my skin, but that I have very few lesions. Believe it or not, this “matter” comes out of unbroken skin. Now, I suppose that may sound hard to believe to some… but, if you really think about it–there are many different types of matter which is excreted from the skin from sweat to the bacteria which causes acne (whiteheads, blackheads).

Admittedly, these symptoms sound completely insane and downright unfathomable. You are right-seeing IS believing. I have had at least 10 close family and friends witness this horrific phenomenon for themselves. They too, were understandably skeptical before seeing it with their own eyes. They are now terrified and extremely involved in helping myself and my family figure out how and why this is happening.

To have people devote such a great amount of time and effort trying to debunk an illness that they really know nothing about is the epitome of insult to injury. I am weak, tired, & plain old SICK. I do not have the time or the desire to defend my sanity. I know what I know, & I have thankfully received validity from the people that matter most to me in my life. I do however, realize that I have an obligation to prove this exist to anyone adamantly doubting it’s existence for the sake of research and help for all of those suffering.

Now, I do believe that SOME of the people claiming to have “this”, probably do not. Of course there will be the few that will jump on the already existing, so called “crazy train”. It’s inevitable. Just as it’s inevitable that there will be good and bad persons within any race or religion that exists. The point is… this is real. I wish it weren’t. I wish that I were simply “nuts”, but I’m not.

I have also had the chance to show my symptoms to doctors. Just because you are not hearing about it, doesn’t mean it’s not happening. SOME doctors are finally actually LOOKING & listening.

Anyway, if you choose… you may pay me a visit. Of course, due to the fact that I do not know you, I would have security measures taken to ensure the safety of myself and my family & would welcome you to do the same.

Now, what will you do if you are disproved? Would you turn your time and efforts into helping those suffering VS mocking and scoffing? I really cannot understand why you waste so much of your time trying to convince everyone that this is not real. are you trying to convince others, or maybe yourself? It seems like there are just 3 or 4 of you that devote hours to debating an issue that shouldn’t really even concern you if you are healthy and believe this illness is one of a delusional nature. Why the concern, or is it really a “LACK of concern” & just an entertaining pastime of yours to try and discredit sick people.

The truth is the truth is the truth. It WILL come out. I know that you will opt not to listen to me… but, I can assure you–this IS real. I wish it weren’t.

So, take it for what it’s worth. You want proof? I have it. Come on down. I’ll even pay for your airline ticket & pick you up at the airport. I can promise you that you will be treated with 10 times the respect that you have given those of us who are suffering in such a horrible manner. Hey, bring your 2-3 friends… like I said-I will have a body/security guard here to make sure it’s a peaceful visit. I don’t have the energy to fight/argue with anyone. I just want help before this gets “up close and personal” with those of you who aren’t suffering & before my kids become even more ill. I wouldn’t wish “this” on my worst enemy.

Lastly, if you would like, you may post my email as long as you leave my email address out and print IN FULL the ENTIRE letter. I’m sure this would cause quite a “stir” within the “MORG WATCH” community. I don’t want or need the attention-I need a cure.

Warm Regards,
Brandi Koch